What to Do? [NO SPAM]

[Kazuya]

I thought I was in love a couple times. The first, I realized that I was just in lust, I wanted him. I thought I loved him, but he didn't really love me. He gave me what I wanted and dropped me literally the next day.

Rob, he was....14 months wasted. Sure, he loved me in his own way, and at the time I thought I loved him too. The relationship was toxic, as his ex was always there in the background, and I suspect he cheated on me a few times with her. It hurt like hell when I left him, and it took me years to find the guy I'm madly in love with now, even though he was right here in front of me the whole time. It was so real, so special. Still is. That's why I married him.

Point is, it's going to hurt, maybe for a few weeks, months, or even years. Don't hang on to something that is clearly not going to happen again. Pick yourself up, and keep moving, its the only thing you really can do. I think it's God's way of saying that you just haven't met the right one yet, but we, as humans, are far too blind to realize that so fresh from hurt.

You'll find a woman who is special, a ride or die chick. We all have some tough lessons to learn, and my friend, I think that you just learned one. Don't worry, there's someone out there for you, just keep going and eventually you'll find her.