02-21-2010, 09:30 AM
By the way, I haven't said anything recently, but I hate pretty much everything about how life is going right now. I know its stupid to post a vague post like this without going into more depth, but all I feel like saying is that life is just one heap of frustrating shit right now that leaves me with nightly arguments, loads of self loathing, financial instability, staring at possible other jobs without knowing for sure what I should do, personal life quandaries resulting from said situations and the constant fucking reminders that "You need to do something about it" as if I don't think about it every fucking second of every fucking day (no, no, that's not it at all, I'm actually spending every waking moment fucking around with games! Yeah, that's it!), the knowledge that I'm actually also not going to be getting back very much from my taxes when I was really banking on it to help us get through this situation where I'm the (practically) only income while my wife looks for a job, etc etc etc fucking etc.
For vague, that was a bit thorough, though still not detailed enough. I made myself stop writing at the point that my left ear drum decided that something near it wanted to twitch enough that I'd have sworn a helicopter was landing inside of it (you know, that extremely rapid thumping sound sometimes if a nerve or whatever starts twitching next to your ear drum).
For vague, that was a bit thorough, though still not detailed enough. I made myself stop writing at the point that my left ear drum decided that something near it wanted to twitch enough that I'd have sworn a helicopter was landing inside of it (you know, that extremely rapid thumping sound sometimes if a nerve or whatever starts twitching next to your ear drum).
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