The Like/Hate Thread

[Ashe]

Hate: I really need to go to the doctor because of an issue with a seven year old surgery but I can't because I'm fucking broke and don't have insurance. So I'm doing what way too many people are doing and hoping shit works out. Dealing with pain and hoping it doesn't get worse.

Is it regarding that thing you had removed?

EDIT: Also... Tonight my father contacted me on FB after a long period of not talking to him... Conversation begins... "Son! I'm not religious anymore!"

I'm instantly wary. He's always been EXTREMELY stubborn about his religious beliefs and very quick to chide me for setting something on top of his Bible, etc. Knowing how he is, instead of trying to engage in conversation, I actually try to cautiously avoid said conversation.

"I woke up! Watch zeitgeist! Son, the NWO is coming THIS YEAR and the government is creating a unified world government! Jesus isn't real, the Bible is bullshit, and its all a control scheme for the prison camps they've built! Have you been following what's been going on in the world lately? The system is built to keep you in the dark! WAKE UP! PLEASE WATCH THIS!"

Unfortunately, this is an impossibility as before the end of the third sentence I contracted a very serious illness that I need to go have taken care of.

Its called getting my desk surgically removed from my forehead.

Un-fucking-believable. And yet entirely consistent with everything I've ever known about him, how he thinks, why I can't be around him, and how he always finds a way to avoid personal responsibility and has always been convinced that EVERYONE IS KEEPING HIM DOWN since my fucking child birth, usually because "YOUR MOMMA" was "GETTING THE POLICE TO SECRETLY FOLLOW HIM BUT NO ONE BELIEVES HIM!"

I don't even want to stress how in depth I can go regarding my father, but there's a glimpse. Telling me that I'm like my father is quite honestly one of the biggest personal insults someone can try to throw at me.