Final Boardroom 1

[Toshiro]

At the time I mentioned to Burter that I wished to resign for this competion. I was stressed outta my head & all that crap at the time. I tend to not scream & shout it to the whole world that I have an issue in rl & that I tend to massively hate my life ok? I like to try & keep my self split between these two thing's, it's just at time's they end up clashing, & I feel like ripping one out of my mind compeltely, which happened to be this comp at the time.

I did the task before I had yet another argument with my grilfriend concerning the fusion's. I didn't do the spar/fight one's not becuase I loath doing those sort of thing's, but becuase of the fact that at that point in time I just wanted to rip my heart & slice in to million's of tiny peice's as I bled to death.

In short, if ya wanna kick me off of this thing becuase of my real life issuses, then go ahead, I expected it. Due to Burter, I stayed on & made a dumb ass attempt at those rule', sure it wasn't what I was assigned to do. But it was better then just sitting back, & waiting to get thrown off becuase of doing jack shit. At least now if ya wanna kick me off it's becuase I sucked big time at doing rule's.