02-01-2005, 12:12 PM
Honestly Janemba, it sounds as if you'd hold a grudge against the staff if they decided such. But do you realize that only ONE person will win this. Honestly, as you said, real life is way more important, and if you are one of the 17 people that do not win this, then what will be different in your life? It will mean you will have your time freed to concentrate on the things that really matter, as opposed to having even MORE arguements over time on the computer (trust me on this one -_- I have this a lot). Don't go into how much you hate life right now and all that. I'm sure you are upset, and yes, these things happen. But to be honest, these past few weeks for me have had me really just wishing I'd be involved in a random fatal accident. No joke. Nothing major has happened, but every minor thing has built up happening recently, and just every day is some kick in the crotch, to where I'm walking around being constantly reminded about some things about myself from the course of my life, from everyone from my manager to gf to people that love or hate me, and really just make me realize how much I should not be alive to mess up everyone's lives.... but I still do what I can... So I can feel where you are coming from.... Though you probably won't believe me... Trust me, everything has gone wrong for me right now... while I'm typing this I just got another phone call with bad news... I'm sick of bad news and bad phone calls and my job and home life and life in general right now... but I"m rambling... Even with these problems though, I'd say that we'd have to make the decision based on what is best given current circumstances, whoever it is, and not off of "I know I'm doing bad right now for this reason, but after this is over I'll do better than the other 17 could, I promise!"
![[Image: reijinchefsig.jpg]](http://i18.photobucket.com/albums/b121/warpzone116/reijinchefsig.jpg)
"I'm gonna fuck that unicorrrrrn"

