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I don't like reading. - Krillin - 07-04-2008
Posted on my blog, though it might spark an interesting discussion. A bit heavier fare than we're used to in the Asylum, but let's see if anyone reads this.
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I realized something today, as I crept my chair away from the advancing sunlight, listening to Simon & Garfunkel and watching people line up for gas.
I don't like to read.
Ironically, I found this out while reading a book that I'm enjoying very much: A Concise History of Major League Baseball.
Thing is, I own a lot of books, probably too many. Between my local library (which sells extras that are donated for about a quarter) and my church yard sale (at which I buy entire tables of books for pennies apiece, when all the "good ones" are weeded through), I must have close to a thousand, when everything is tallied. I've got stacks of Grisham behind my folded up ping-pong table. I've got an two copies of two different Billy Graham biographies. I've got countless fantasy works that I started and could not finish.
Thing is, I just don't like to read. My attention span is entirely too short. For every book that I finish, there are probably ten that I don't. For example, I love To Kill a Mockingbird, but I simply can't force myself to sit down and read the final half of the book. Other things, such as Anne Rice's "Interview with a Vampire" (which I had recommended to me by someone who isn't creepy), and Eragon, are left in a similar situation.
There is, of course, an intense pressure to enjoy reading. To admit that one does not like to read is akin to saying "I am stupid". To be educated is to be well-read; to be able to quote Shakespeare and Augustine.
Now, I'm about to make a distinction that will likely sound very cheap and meaningless, and maybe it is. But right now, it's the only thing I can figure.
I don't like to read, but I love to THINK.
Let's go back to Harper Lee. When I read the first few chapters of Mockingbird, my mind was unlocked with this entirely new world that was so different from my own, yet not so far away. I found myself reading a few pages, then drifting into a daydream, imagining the characters interacting with one another, driven by any number of passions. Eventually, I would be so disconnected from the words on the page that I would have to re-read the chapter to reorient myself with the story, then after another few pages, the process begins again.
Then, I stop. I remember Mockingbird well enough; I read the first third of it. And from there, I imagine. No, I really don't know who Boo Radley is. I haven't a clue what the conclusion is (if there are any who are eloquent and love the book, do let me know). But I'm not driven to understand the plot, I'm driven to understand the characters, and the world they live in.
I haven't the drive to complete Mockingbird, but I did finish Wuthering Heights (for some odd reason). And here, I was stunned. What was the emotion between Heathcliff and Catherine? Surely it isn't love? It's not the Nicholas Sparks, Celine Dion, 'thy lips are a red, red rose' type of love. Each character was entirely flawed (except, perhaps, the maid), and for all of that, deeply fascinating. Once again, I found myself daydreaming, but the story was entirely about the characters, and not the plot.
And yet, I cannot finish Persuasion, no matter how much I try. And such "incompletions" are not limited only to what I read, but also music, movie, and that under-represented artistic medium, the video game. I have notebooks filled with writing concepts though of, and never finished. I used to think it was simply because I have a work ethic problem (and, it seems, I do). But now, I think it is more that my goal lies beyond the scope of any of these books. As such, these works of art are simply the means by which I am catapulted into a greater understanding of life, of humanity, of the world we live in, of the different experiences present, of how people can possibly hate, of how people can possibly love, of war, of peace, of death.
The world is a big place. Human emotion is deep and wide (deep and wide, there's a fountain flowing deep and wide). And there is death. And we forget about it, so that we can go on our days in peace, until someone close flies away, and we remember for a short time, only to forget again. We do a lot of talking about honesty and straightforwardness, but everything is covered in an opaque tarp.
This is a bit stream-of-consciousness. I can't imagine anyone will actually read it (particularly due to the inexcusable number of "I's" distributed throughout), but now that it is complete, I understand my position a little better.
Maybe one day I'll finish Mockingbird. Maybe not. But I'll never forget Atticus.
I don't like reading. - Raditzu - 07-04-2008
Krillin Wrote:I don't like to read, but I love to THINK.
Booyah, grandma.
I realized this about myself a while ago. It was an awesome day.
EDIT: On a more discussion-oriented note, I think the whole purpose of books, and most published writing is to get people to think, not to just read. That transcendent experience of taking the story and characters and world of a book beyond the pages it's limited to is what writing is all about, in my eyes.
I don't like reading. - Tobias - 07-04-2008
I am happy to say I enjoy both.
I don't like reading. - Hellfighter 17 - 07-04-2008
To get the conclusion of Mockingbird, you'd have to read it. It's more than a simple action.
Also, I've recently started to wonder whether I really enjoy anything. However, thinking and reading are common 'activities' of mine. Not much more I can say than that.
I don't like reading. - Aero - 07-04-2008
I don't really like reading either. I kind of force myself to read just because it will make me a better writer. *shrug.*
I don't like reading. - Tobias - 07-04-2008
Man this thread is disheartening.
I don't like reading. - Nappa - 07-04-2008
I love reading. I used to hate it, then I realized I was being retarded.
I don't like reading. - Bujin - 07-04-2008
<.< >.>
I <3 reading!
I don't like reading. - Tobias - 07-04-2008
H^5s
I don't like reading. - Super Buu - 07-04-2008
Tobias Wrote:I am happy to say I enjoy both.^
I don't like reading. - Amadeus - 07-04-2008
Tobias Wrote:I am happy to say I enjoy both.
Same here.
I don't like reading. - Saz - 07-04-2008
I don't have the patience to read a whole book. I get distracted too easily.
I don't like reading. - Aero - 07-04-2008
*High fives Sazuaa* ADD ftw.
I don't like reading. - Minoshia - 07-04-2008
In my opinion, the purpose of reading is to spur the imagination and develop one's ability to think. So, even if you've never finished Mockingbird, i think you have enjoyed it enough because it forced you to think - about the characters, about their world, about how it relates to you, etc.
I say this only because i had a similar thought today, ironically while i was in a bookstore. I was thinking to myself, why am i spending time reading, why am i spending time playing video games, and why am i spending time watching movies. I spend all this time dwelling in alternate realities in the experiences of other characters and people, rather than going out into the world and creating my own experience. And that's when i realized that it was the books i've read, and the movies i've seen and the games i've enjoyed (whether finished, or otherwise left unfinished) that have made me want to create an experience of my own, and without said works of art i would never have been able to realize that on my own. Art spurs thought, otherwise it is entirely useless. That's just my opinion.
PS - i agree with your mentality that the characters make the story rather than the plot, it's the people i find interesting - which is what made me, ultimately, want to create my own string of experiences, to mold myself into my own 'character'.
I don't like reading. - Yamu - 07-04-2008
Spoiler: Boo Radly and Scout are the SAME PERSON!
I don't like reading. - Saz - 07-05-2008
I don't have ADD as far as I'm aware. 0.o
But I accept your high five none the less.
I don't like reading. - Hellfighter 17 - 07-05-2008
I think there are many things that make a book. Different books focus on these differently. Generally, they are either plot/action-oriented or detail/development-oriented - I call the former plot books and the latter quality books. My partiality is obviously apparent right in my personal names for them. Although I can enjoy books that rely moreso on plot than quality of writing (pretty much the Harry Potter series), I tend to like books that care more about quality (such as the Hitchhiker series and the Divine Comedies, not that I've finished the latter); however, books that can get both down just rock my socks (Notes from Underground being a good example).
I don't like reading. - Minoshia - 07-06-2008
Speaking of books, what is everyone's favorite book that they have completed? It might give some people some good reading suggestions, i'm sure it won't hurt any.
The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde, has to be up there on my list.
I don't like reading. - Raditzu - 07-06-2008
Now You See It... by Richard Matheson
I don't like reading. - Krillin - 07-06-2008
Minoshia Wrote:The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde, has to be up there on my list.
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