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Heh, I just told my guardian that I am suicidal; I actually feel slightly relieved. I originally came out there for a pen, but then decided to go into the living room for some candies, and I ended up telling her I had self-inflicted scars on my hand. It was amazing; I'm surprised how calmly she took it. She told me to talk to my school counselor tomorrow so he can find meh a psychologist d00d.
I posted this here because, well, I feel an attachment to this place and I felt like I shoudl post this here. I used the mature tag to keep out unnecassary comments, so please follow my wishes. Also, this is not me being an attention whore.
I actually, truly, sincerley feel like a load has been lifted. Whoo!
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Lots of people post things of this nature here. Its nice to know that its a place where people feel they can confide in others.
Good call on coming forward about that, though. You being alive is probably much better than you being dead.
"In this world, his world, life is just a game you play"
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Thanks, y'all. The feeling that I got was more than relieved, but it wasn't exactly happy, it was basically the thought that the sadness doesn't have control over me anymore. . .and that feels great!
"We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl."
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I still <3 you.
Big step considering alot of people seek others to ask them about the cuts rather then coming forward about it, you being dead is not really on my list of happy things. =/
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It really does feel better when you have someone to talk to about it. I had my suicidal days, but when I finally moved to a different school and had friends to talk to about my problems and how I felt... it made all the difference in the world.
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Quote:Originally posted by Furiza
No suicide.
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honestly I never expected this from you man......if you ever need to talk you can aim me, I'll always listen
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That took a lot of courage to do man. Being able to tell something like that to someone else is probably the hardest thing to do in my opinion. *applauds*
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Quote:Originally posted by Android16
Quote:Originally posted by Furiza
No suicide.
Standing on a hill in my mountain of dreams
Telling myself its not as hard, hard, hard as it seems
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Who would I make fun of if you were gone? Furiza??
Unlikely. I never win fights with the Brit. =(
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"I just made you up to hurt myself, and it worked."
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I'm so glad to know if I have a use, Bra. *tear* I just have something in my eye, I swears.
Quote:Originally posted by Uub
honestly I never expected this from you man......if you ever need to talk you can aim me, I'll always listen 
Goes to show it can be anybody. Thanks, Buub, and all of you as well.
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If you kill yourself, you'll have to deal with me in Hell.
Want a cookie?
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Quote:Originally posted by Tao Pie Pie
I may be a heartless jackass, but dammit I care!
Wait... you're a heartless jackass?
=O
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