Anger in my eyes

[Mal Nova]

This might be a continuation to some, but i have to vent, and request suggests from an outside source.

I can understand how drama can make life not-so-boring, and shit, but when adults stoop to the Highschool Bullshit, it annoys me.

Some amy or may not know. but two weeks ago, Thursday that I bowled, and offered my ex and BF to go bowling, so me my dad and the ex could practice. I wanted and needed practice, I felt and feel.

Well we did, and during the second game, the Ex(Jaonnie) questioned me(This will be for the second accusation) why the new gf(Steph)... gave her another look. I asked Joannie why she was looking at Steph in the first place to know, and asked and explained that She was the one that broke up with me.

There should be no reason for any kind of stares.

Especially if Joannie broke up with me for another.



Well me and her continued arguing about it(She started the convo when her BF was going to bowl and my dad wasnt close by) but her BF showed up and heard it and asked what was going on, and he went and jumped into her shit. They went off to the side and shit...

When they came back, he said that next time Steph gave her a look that her ass would be busted.(Now I'm not fond of the Male on Female action, and shit, but Joannie had previously hit me like a guy in the arm, and I had said, "If you hit me again, I will hit you back".... And the BF, Rob said he didn't allow that shit.) And Rob continued to say that Joannie looked much beeter the Steph and so on...

And THat right there Set my anger off..

I Knew I was asked to work on my day off... BUT I took the single pitcher and drank like 5...

At the end... my dad asked me if I was OK.. and I was pissed enough to tell him to STFU and drop it.. and I would handle it...

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On the way home we stopped at a store knowing I was going to be late...


I got home and was changed amd gpme in under 3 minutes...

I get to the job.... Passed three cops... And I see the Ex and BF exiting my store... I don't pay much attention to it.... I walk in and the Asst. Manager is there and asks if I have drank... I say yes, "Honestly" amd she says not to clock in...

I go home leaving my step mom to work ovver time...

And IM not sure if it was anger, beer, or the fact that I like my job(I think I have teared up after being released from all the other jobs I worked at and made a family type relationship with my coworkers)


But I ASSUMED that they had told on me because I hadn't reached her and they(Joannie and Rob) didnt have anything in their hands when they left....

I Called the next day and talked to the manager...

She gave me her ttalk thing that she needed someone to be reliable...

And I promised it wouldn't happen again...


Well... The Thursday after(I still assumed and tried to ignore Rob at all costs...) But he made a point to talk to me..


ANd BULLSHIT

Well...

the day after I was talking to Steph.... and shit(SHe had meant to stay away from where we were bowling and I had to keep myself and her cousin from starting a fight) And I got pissed


I talked to my old man.... and tols him and I confirmed that they went to my job and told on me....




Thursday is closing in soon, so I wonder... If I need to make a call.... to my family to make sure runs smooth....


I dont want to go to jail.... cuz I loose my job... But After I KNOW they were rats... I refuse to shake his hand and if he gives me the "We boys' punch, I think I will have to hold back as well...

AND IM NOT THAT KIND OF STYLE
.... CUZ I THINK IT WILL WIND UP IN A FIGHT....

SO WTF DO I DO?


STANd my ground? Or kiss up?