I just got off the phone with the Marine recruiter I've been talking to, who for the past month has been telling me there is absolutely no way I would be able to go active duty (full salary, living on base, etc.) any time soon. Now all of a sudden his bosses have had a meeting where he's been given the green light to fill up a few more spots, and I can get qualified and actually enlist as soon as February. I know, right, FUCK THAT's GOOD NEWS. It's not.
The past 2-3 weeks I've forced myself into the realization that since I couldn't be a Marine, I would have to wait, and do this retarded college thing for at least a semester. That was a very hard 2-3 weeks. Now all of a sudden, (literally the day I call him to tell him what I've decided) he's all "well, actually...". Really frustrating and tiring. I've finally warmed myself to the thought of going (away) to college (I'm in community college already) and now this. :-|
Going to ignore him, do college for now, and talk to him again after the semester. If I think about this any more, which I probably will -_-, I will drive myself crazy and be back at square one.
The past 2-3 weeks I've forced myself into the realization that since I couldn't be a Marine, I would have to wait, and do this retarded college thing for at least a semester. That was a very hard 2-3 weeks. Now all of a sudden, (literally the day I call him to tell him what I've decided) he's all "well, actually...". Really frustrating and tiring. I've finally warmed myself to the thought of going (away) to college (I'm in community college already) and now this. :-|
Going to ignore him, do college for now, and talk to him again after the semester. If I think about this any more, which I probably will -_-, I will drive myself crazy and be back at square one.
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