Hate: Really seriously stressed right now, and just feeling really fucking down about everything. Doing multiple things trying to handle all this shit, but if I were compare life to Magic, right now, I'd be somewhere around turn 16 right now with a hand full of three costing land searchers, two lands on the table, and absolutely no third land in site. Yeah, I just compared it that way. Sigh. That down feeling as you draw your 17th card and finally scoop seems to be around the corner.
EDIT: As a great example, I go into the kitchen after this to get a cup of milk. Oh, look, expires on *drumroll* 3/20. Not touching it. Fine, I'll make an egg sandwich. Or would, if the carton of eggs didn't say "expires on March 19." Ok, fine, fuck me then. I'll drink some fucking water. *slides cup of water over, prompting cat to jump onto the desk and walk over it, shedding a nice patch of winter fur into it*.
Yeah, that series of events just happened right after I spent tonight figuring out which bills would get paid and which are going to have to give virgin births.
EDIT: As a great example, I go into the kitchen after this to get a cup of milk. Oh, look, expires on *drumroll* 3/20. Not touching it. Fine, I'll make an egg sandwich. Or would, if the carton of eggs didn't say "expires on March 19." Ok, fine, fuck me then. I'll drink some fucking water. *slides cup of water over, prompting cat to jump onto the desk and walk over it, shedding a nice patch of winter fur into it*.
Yeah, that series of events just happened right after I spent tonight figuring out which bills would get paid and which are going to have to give virgin births.
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