The Like/Hate Thread

[Ashe]

Well I respectfully declined Emily's input and I'm not too keen on taking relationship advice from someone I dislike. So yeah. There's that. I also haven't been too fond of how Emily treats me sometimes either. So taking advice from them leaves a bad taste in my mouth. I've never been good at describing myself. I'm an in the moment person. Summarizing myself trivializes everything that I am and how flexible my personality is so I really don't do it. It's a personal choice. Whether or not it's compatible with everything you just said Ashe is irrelevant to me in this stage of my life. I'd rather fornicate myself with an iron stick. My kind and gentle side is too inward focused and comfortable being alone by myself to care and my angry side would rather watch the world burn around me for amusement.

I try. I fail. I realize more things about myself. I move on. I'm a well oiled emotional machine.

That's fine as long as you realize that the exact decisions and personality traits you are reflecting upon in your post is detrimental to the exact situations of which you are growing tired. Solutions to problems, especially problems that seem to hurt you so much, are things you have to actually want. Until you come to that decision, I hope things try to work themselves out as best as they are able within the range you are expecting.

EDIT: I'm also well aware that you will likely disagree and we will find ourselves at an impasse, but I do feel that, ignoring anyone's opinion on actions outside of this circumstance, the above posts from all were in an effort to help you because of someone wanting to take a moment of their time to assist you with something that pains you.

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