[NO SPAM!] Your Confessions

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Okay, real truths. The feelings about my real mother. WARNING! CAN BE DEEP!





Okay, I've told many of you on Chubbs different stories about my mother, or who I call my mother. The thing is, I have had three different mothers throughout my life. I'll take the time to explain each one.


Biological Mom: My birth mother. I never refer to her as my mother without clearly stating that she is my biological mom. Why? She was never around. She used heroin and cocaine to get high, and even used it whilst pregnant (me). It resulted in my near-death experience upon birth, losing almost all of my bodyweight and dying. I resent her. And I honestly hope she dies. It couldn't happen any sooner, to be honest. She left my father to raise me by himself. My father is a good man. The only person in this life I can truly trust.

Step Mother: This is the woman that I refer to as my mom. She used to be married with my father during the glory days of my father's drug-selling reign. She housed me and my father (still is) and provided me with the love that only a mother can give. She too was a drug addict, but she raised me like one of her own, and actually loves me more than her real children.

Foster Mom: My step mom did betray me once, however, when my father was put in jail. my step-mom said that she couldn't take care of me, so she called DSS to come and claim me. After hopping from group home to group home I was eventually put into a foster home. My foster mom was a total bitch, and constantly shot down my self-esteem. However, I do appreciate what she did for me, and she does care about me.



There. So if I've ever told anyone on here about my mom(s) then that clarifies everything.