01-27-2003, 06:58 PM
I'm glad to see you have so much faith, Reijin...
Anyways, I think that's a great idea Goku. I will go along with whatever the members decide they want. If this is to be the final saga of CDBZ, then so be it. I think this is set up nicely to alow things to continue if people wish to do so, but raps things up nicely for the people who just can't do it anymore.
When I started with this RPG, it was the same as probably everyone else here. I loved writing and the DBZ fad was at its peak. I liked sitting down at the comp and hashing out a spar or a fight, or whatever. However, as with kami and most of the other vets (if not all of them), I just don't care anymore. Don't get me wrong. I still care about all the work that went into this and I still care about trying to give the members whatever I can to make sure what they have here is fun and memorable, but I can not continue to force myself to RP... I just can't.
A while ago, Bardock said something that stuck with me. He was talking about the phases an RPG goes through and how the root of each phase will simply move on and be forgotten. I was one of those phases. My ability to help the members here and ty to fulfill every aspect opf my job was simply something that was going to pass. I've been trying to prove him wrong ever since. Although... I don't think I did a very good job of it. I have failed in a great many ways to the people here, and will probably not have much, if any, contact with you guys once the RPG is gone. So, in one last-ditch effort to atone for every part of me that is not the Super Moderator I try to be, I would love to be a part of whatever us remaining vets wanna leave with.
Pshh... god this sounds lame. Seriously, it's like some retarded anime speech. *sigh* anyways, that's how I feel. Just tell me what you guys want, doesn't matter to me. Hell, if you guys decided, as a whole, that you would happier if I just left and never posted here again after this, I would. (please don't quote that as a joke) It doesn't matter to me. Until then, catch y'all on the flipside.
Your Friendly Neighborhood Saiya-jin
-Raditzu
Anyways, I think that's a great idea Goku. I will go along with whatever the members decide they want. If this is to be the final saga of CDBZ, then so be it. I think this is set up nicely to alow things to continue if people wish to do so, but raps things up nicely for the people who just can't do it anymore.
When I started with this RPG, it was the same as probably everyone else here. I loved writing and the DBZ fad was at its peak. I liked sitting down at the comp and hashing out a spar or a fight, or whatever. However, as with kami and most of the other vets (if not all of them), I just don't care anymore. Don't get me wrong. I still care about all the work that went into this and I still care about trying to give the members whatever I can to make sure what they have here is fun and memorable, but I can not continue to force myself to RP... I just can't.
A while ago, Bardock said something that stuck with me. He was talking about the phases an RPG goes through and how the root of each phase will simply move on and be forgotten. I was one of those phases. My ability to help the members here and ty to fulfill every aspect opf my job was simply something that was going to pass. I've been trying to prove him wrong ever since. Although... I don't think I did a very good job of it. I have failed in a great many ways to the people here, and will probably not have much, if any, contact with you guys once the RPG is gone. So, in one last-ditch effort to atone for every part of me that is not the Super Moderator I try to be, I would love to be a part of whatever us remaining vets wanna leave with.
Pshh... god this sounds lame. Seriously, it's like some retarded anime speech. *sigh* anyways, that's how I feel. Just tell me what you guys want, doesn't matter to me. Hell, if you guys decided, as a whole, that you would happier if I just left and never posted here again after this, I would. (please don't quote that as a joke) It doesn't matter to me. Until then, catch y'all on the flipside.
Your Friendly Neighborhood Saiya-jin
-Raditzu
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