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[Reijin]

Originally posted by Bra
So. I just heard... my grandfather died. Not but a few minutes ago, as I understand. I just... wow. This sucks. I feel nothing. Absolutely nothing. Save maybe guilt, for not even having gone out of my way to see the man in the past month. I can only imagine how my grandmother's doing now. She's completely alone, now.

Yeah. This sucks.

I think you are in shock then. Although every single time something happens, I feel... nothing, that's the best way to describe it. Its like I know that I'm supposed to feel guilty, but I walk around like nothing has happened, and I feel weird. I guess its just shock though, who knows. I get very cold and my gf got scared when my grandfather recently died, b/c I just continued on and was quiet, and though I was upset, for a good two hours or so I was just quiet and emotionless.

Anyways, I feel ya man.