05-29-2006, 06:53 PM
ok, well.
First off, I would like to apologize for calling them all wining little bitches, they are not. If I had been in their shoes, I would have been just as pissed. There was a LOT of misques in all of the things being said and I kept things vague for certain reasons, which I hope will be revealled soon enough.
It was wrong of me to blow up the way I did, I felt like I was being attacked and I lashed back out.
I don't expect forgiveness from any of you, at all, though I would like to try to keep the peace from now on. A lot of things were said that hurt, probably both parties, not just me.
I just want all of CU to know that what had happened happened ONLY because it was a game, not due to anything personal. Though we got into a bit of a rift, i still consider you guys a family and friends, whether or not those feelings are one sided or not, I'm not sure, but something I've known all the while growing up is this. Love is unconditional, even if it's based from one side only.
I'm sorry that things happened the way that they did.
Feel free to post here with your own thoughts or whatever, I placed a mature tag on here so you could give your true feelings and not have to tone them down a lot. I do expect name calling, so don't worry about it, though if staff does deem this unneccessary, then I apologize and you can lock it.
If any flaming comes of me, I would like there to be NO warnings, I feel like there is a time to release stress and if they need to they can, but the in the end, I leave it to the staff, this is there game and their rules.
First off, I would like to apologize for calling them all wining little bitches, they are not. If I had been in their shoes, I would have been just as pissed. There was a LOT of misques in all of the things being said and I kept things vague for certain reasons, which I hope will be revealled soon enough.
It was wrong of me to blow up the way I did, I felt like I was being attacked and I lashed back out.
I don't expect forgiveness from any of you, at all, though I would like to try to keep the peace from now on. A lot of things were said that hurt, probably both parties, not just me.
I just want all of CU to know that what had happened happened ONLY because it was a game, not due to anything personal. Though we got into a bit of a rift, i still consider you guys a family and friends, whether or not those feelings are one sided or not, I'm not sure, but something I've known all the while growing up is this. Love is unconditional, even if it's based from one side only.
I'm sorry that things happened the way that they did.
Feel free to post here with your own thoughts or whatever, I placed a mature tag on here so you could give your true feelings and not have to tone them down a lot. I do expect name calling, so don't worry about it, though if staff does deem this unneccessary, then I apologize and you can lock it.
If any flaming comes of me, I would like there to be NO warnings, I feel like there is a time to release stress and if they need to they can, but the in the end, I leave it to the staff, this is there game and their rules.