I Need to Get This Out

[The Not Cool Not Tapion]

The last two weeks have been the most stressful of my life. Some of you are probably thinking "You're fifteen, you don't know stress"...

I am happy because I am going to New York on Saturday and this will be my last post as right now I have to pack my bags to go, I will be back next Friday or so I believe. The Apprentice I have to drop out of because I am going, but this isn't why I'm stressed.

Back to my first paragraph of you all thinking that. I know stress. The question is do you know the stress that I am going through?

I am just going to come out and say it.

I am going to the doctor as soon as I come back from my trip to New York. Why, you may ask? I have the possiblity of having cancer around my right leg and my dad is checking to make sure. We don't know for sure but apparently there are signs of it and my dad used to work in the hospital as an X-ray technician, so I suppose he would know some of this. So for the last two weeks I've been scared. I've almost come to tears a couple times and told a couple friends. It's been on my mind and I can't get it off. The thought of it scares the shit outta me...

I just wanted you all to know...