10-17-2006, 09:49 PM
Last night I had the strangest dream in my life. Before I get started, I just want to say that I'm not gay, nor bisexual. This isn't me blowing it off without even thinking about it, because I have. I try to be very open-minded, especially about myself.
Anyway, back to the dream. A lot of it I don't quite remember, but one thing in particular stands out in my mind. I was on my knees... uh, "servicing" some guy who I didn't even know. It wasn't because I liked it, or was attracted to him. I just remember feeling that I was somehow obligated to do it. Maybe because he did the same for me.
*shrugs* I've never had a dream like that before and, suffice it to say, it wierded me out a bit. I'm not really sure what might've brought it on, except maybe tje lack of female attention I've been getting lately. Or the trip to Kentucky with the all-male funeral team. Bleh.
Edit: Btw, I tried to make this as PG as possible and still tell the story. Sorry if it's too adult.
Anyway, back to the dream. A lot of it I don't quite remember, but one thing in particular stands out in my mind. I was on my knees... uh, "servicing" some guy who I didn't even know. It wasn't because I liked it, or was attracted to him. I just remember feeling that I was somehow obligated to do it. Maybe because he did the same for me.
*shrugs* I've never had a dream like that before and, suffice it to say, it wierded me out a bit. I'm not really sure what might've brought it on, except maybe tje lack of female attention I've been getting lately. Or the trip to Kentucky with the all-male funeral team. Bleh.
Edit: Btw, I tried to make this as PG as possible and still tell the story. Sorry if it's too adult.