I want to apologise.

[Nori]

I know to certain people I have been unfair to lately, and I have been a bit *off*. I have moments where I change from being the nice person I always try to be, to suddenly being somebody who simply wants to swear at the person who won't leave me alone. I wanted to apologise for that, for those who are involved.


For those of you who don't know and I was really mean to, a few months ago James and I broke up, and I haven't been the same since. He made me really doubt a lot about myself and about my future, and well, I'v been out of it.

I just wanted to apologise to you few.

[Deo]

Would anyone here know who James is? 'cause...I don't.

But you and me sorted out our crap, so I think we're ok.

[Nori]

My Ex Boyfriend. >_>

[Olibu]

This is a prime example as to why a female president would suck. <3

Edit: Shit that was spam. I'm sure people can understand your situation Akane.

[Nori]

Verbal Warning Olibu..

[Raspberry]

Btw my country got a female president.

And you should not get things from your personal life to chubbs, at least if its bad you start being unfair. Tho I know how it is have times like that.

[Nori]

It's hard not to take things like that into every aspect of your daily life, Rasp. It's not that I had a choice. If some person annoys me over AIM..Pm..Forum.. whatever, I wasn't in the mood for it at all.

[Raspberry]

I understand, I think I had a moment like that just after I joined =O

[Deo]

I think we've all had moments like that.

I know I did, and it caused me to leave chubbs for a few months. Although the fact I had some people here that I really like caused me to come back.

[Burter]

Shut up and stop apologizing. Seriously. It seems like everytime you apologize, it's for something that you had no business apologizing for, at least not publically in front of dozens of people.

I've noticed absolutely nothing wrong with your attitude. I'm sure most people have no idea what you're talking about. You could just apologize in private instead of making your situation public.

I am sorry to hear about your break-up, honestly, but chill out and stop acting like you're the one at fault.

[Nori]

<_<. >_>

<__<. >__>.

I don't know exactly who I was mean to, to be honest. So I can't apologise privatly to people. <_<.

[Burter]

It sounds like you're apologizing for nothing, then.

[Olibu]

Now that Burter has introduced the dickhead tough love perspect into this, I actually didn't notice a difference either. Which is why I didn't take this seriously. Sorry you flipped out once or twice, but really you haven't been that bad so don't get down about it...

[Nori]

No, but I'v heard that some people really started to hate me because of my personality, and that sucks. They liked me before but since I came back they started to really dislike me, or something.. >_>


Edit: So I figured it must have been the way I was acting.

[Deo]

If by PEOPLE you meant ME we're ok now.

So I dunno who else you could be referring to.

[Captain Silver]

<3 Akane

Its all cool =o

[Blind Man]

I don't think we ever talked on AIM, now that I think about it, but I understand exactly where you're coming from. I just recently got out of a relationship that totally fucked my view of myself and my world, and I think I'm a different person now because of it. I used to never get angry at anything, and after that year and a half relationship, if you were to look you could visibly see how swollen my knuckles are from punching walls. It's tough to accept the changes to yourself that may have resulted, and it's tough for other people to understand. If you want to talk about any of it IM me sometime.

[Burter]

If someone hates you, that's their problem. Not your's.

[Nori]

You are the toughest person I know.

[Burter]

Am I wrong?