06-29-2006, 06:42 PM
Quote:Originally posted by Lucifer
Quote:Originally posted by Violet
Quote:Originally posted by Android 16
Quote:Originally posted by Suppaman
I have Avoidant Personality Disorder. I suffer from all seven of the criteria.
Woah. I was talking to Puar and Shu about this last night...that's exactly what I have. I thought it was just some kind of inferiority complex, now I have a name for it.
I just now read that...Holy shit. I thought it was just my personality, didn't know it was a disorder. I'll have to somehow manage to get to a doctor on this and get it checked out with an official diagnosis...that scares the hell outta me. Thanks, Suppa for bringing that up.
Note, just because you have a "disorder" doesn't mean there's anything anyone can do about it. People slap disorders on anything just to make people feel better when a certain amount of people show similar symptoms.
If your personality seems normal to you then it is.
If people haven't told you you need help, you don't.
Most people love finding faults with themselves though.
Hypochondria is the most severe mental disorder of al.
You could be right, Hypochondria is pretty bad, and perhaps I am just over reacting, but I have two different sides to me, one, in real life and off the computer, I tend to enjoy avoiding people, or finding some way to avoid any sort of contact with people due to the fact that I don't feel like I would be worthwhile, or in other words, my existance is solely here for my own enjoyment, and other people do not see me as valuable. I try to avoid most sexual contact with anyone, and when a guy seems interested in me, I shrug it off like he is just messing around to get a laugh or something off the fat girl. Basicically, I do anything within my power to avoid people.
Online, however, I have the anonimynity that typed word gives me, and it somehow makes me feel like I can contact others without the feeling of being judged soley by my appearance. I do however, feel like I am being judged because of how I act, although alot of the way I act online is basically a show to fit in, so to speak. Sometimes I do not act so brazen to newer aquiantances.
I'll stop now.
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Fuck you, Photobucket.

