What Christmas means to me

[Rem-13]

Maybe its because I had a poor childhood, but the presents never really ment that much to me either. It was just the whole feeling of the holiday that I loved. There was an energy that simply filled me with joy. Now that Im older, though, and even though my parents can afford better stuff than ever before, christmas isn't as much fun. It lost the childish magic it once held for me. I don't know why. Is it the new house? Is it because my teens are closing fast? Who knows. The past couple christmases were just days where I got some new stuff.